Filler Journal - 10/18/19 - 11/15/19
On Thursday, November 14th, I ran into a multitude of issues. All of which was because of pent up anxiety and downright disappointment. It all began in my debate class. I had a tournament coming up soon and my case was barely finished. I know I could finish it late in the day but I felt the need to do it during class. I was compelled to do so since I wanted to do well but I ended up not because I had a math test one period away. For the rest of the class, I did a last-minute cram session but I guess that was bad luck. Right before the test, my teacher, Mrs. Linton, said that if we had 6 minutes left, we "should get on the calculator section ASAP." Judging from her statement, I wrongfully judged that I would need around 10 minutes since I thought she implied that the calc section would take 6. Instead, I really needed much more time. I ended up doing extremely poor and got disappointed. During my "alone" time of thinking about what could I have done to do better...